Fate or Fake?

Far out feelings are forlorn
For fathoming my fears
Has found me feeling frightened
Falling for a friend is not for fairytales
But furthermore can be fun
A fantasy fulfilled?
Or fizzle will it out?
Fuck!
Forever is a fearless foe
That finds me flipping out!?
Forgive my frantic phrases...
For I am firm
But flexible enough to fold
Into a fortunate femme
Who finds her feet
In a food filled feast
A fiend for the fabulous

Late night rhymes...

Here's a little poem I wrote at 4am this morning when I couldn't sleep, and I had boys yet again running around in my head.... Grrrr.....

Let me stop thinking about you
Release me from your hold.
You don't even know I'm your prisoner
That I've been wrapped up, packaged and sold...
It's like you won't release me
Even though you didn't put me there
Every time I try to escape you
It's like I'm caught up in a dare
I'm just an innocent lover
Not meaning to intrude
I tried to tell my heart - not you!,
but it decided to get glued
Now I'm feeling like a school girl
All flustered, shy and sweet
But you don't even know
That you've swept me off my feet.
What started off as a cool verse
Is now reduced to mush
When once I was cool and collected
Now I'm just another crush
So brings me to the ending
With no real purpose filled
Cause I'm just another girl to you
Just my contents have been spilled...