Cheesy Boys

I can't sleep and I'm hungry! Food... Tomorrow I'm working my third double in a row... woe is me. Hehe... I feel kinda lame saying that considering the boys in the kitchen work five doubles a week. I seriously don't know how they do it...? Anyway, apart from that things have been pretty good. My mind is always still on food or boys or both. I just ate a big piece of supermarket plastic cheese. Don't ask me why, but I actually was that desperate. And boys? Well Mr definitely made up for going home after dinner the other week by taking me out to my fave restaurant! So that was great... He always seems to come up with the goods. He makes me feel calm and sane, and he was looking particularly hot! And I haven't seen Salsa Boy in a while... for some reason I am totally star struck by him. I just want to be his friend? But, I guess he's just not that into me :( I think I have to try to forget about him as someone who is a part of my life, cause frankly, I'm not part of his... Boo hoo! Oh well... I have to try to get him out of my damn head now. How does one chance encounter with someone leave you damned for a lifetime? Okay, so maybe not a lifetime... but I hardly even know him, and he is in my head everyday? Kinda like cheese... not the plastic kind though...